Saturday, July 24, 2010

update is much needed.

oh my.  Life feels like it has been going so fast paced for a few months that I just haven't had the chance to think about updating my blog!  Well, here I am.  For some reason I thought about it at 3 a.m. when I cannot sleep :).  perfect time to update.
well, my life......................I moved out of the condo with my brother, Jared, and am now living in a cute retro-inspired house in Salt Lake City.  I absolutely love my roomies!!!  I have really enjoyed having them around.  It brightens my day to live with people that I laugh my ass off with!  I feel like life is fairly content right now, besides a few things that I feel need to change.  First of all,  I really am not comfortable with the way I look since I have gained some weight, and I need to really work on that.  Janae and I went and got gym passes the other day, and I am going to begin to take full advantage of that.  Of course, the day after we get gym passes, I came down with a killer cold/cough and haven't been able to work out all week.  Hopefully by the middle of next week my cough and sinuses will calm down enough so that I can work out.  I used to be in such good shape and wake up everyday excited to go to the gym.  I need to get that energy and thirst for life back!  I know it's in me somewhere, but it's been lost for years so I must find it again.

The other thing that I feel like I need to change in my life is my job.  I am planning on going back to school in January and finishing up my schooling for social work so that I can finally get a job that I really want to do, but until then I need to find a different job that I can have while I go to school.  My current job is affecting my moods daily and my overall being.  I no longer enjoy going to work and am very frustrated with my work environment, the people, just everything.  I find myself being cranky all of the time, and I do not like how my job is affecting my life outside of work.  I need to find a 9-5 job, which would also be good for my sleeping schedule to have an earlier morning job.  Plus then my roommate Jordan and I will have the same hours and we can hang out every night :)!!!! 

Besides those two things, I can't complain.  Life is life.  We are all living one day at a time, trying to help each other find our way, and I am enjoying every minute of it.  Love my girls.  And my boys.  But moreso my girls!! :)